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nothing is more perfect than being alone with an interesting book and a good CD.
and, thinking also is a wonderful thing for me.
Posted by Jill Jin on December 14th, 2009 at 1:30am — No Comments
Mon. to Fri.
working-->reading/shopping/having dinner wiz fds-->home-->digesting/stocking/reading/watching dvd/massaging myself-->sleep
Sat. n Sun.
going art museum/reading/more learning/shopping/dating wiz fds/watching movie/sharing time wiz family/drinking
Posted by Jill Jin on December 13th, 2009 at 1:55pm — No Comments
tried pretty hard this tough period, coz most of things r out of control.
k, the guy we know each other for a short time, but as a bystander, he knows what i have done, what im doing, what i vacillate, even knows how tough im experiencing.
i wish the directions that i take and all the choices that i make wont end up all for nothing. i dont know, how much longer until i finally know the answer? ONLY KNOW, ive been plunging in the dark, and looking for it.
everythin…
Posted by Jill Jin on December 4th, 2009 at 10:55am — No Comments
10.17
2pm went to art museum (havent gone to there for a long time)
5pm bak home, try to draw something
8pm preparty time (1 beer, 2 malbu, 3 vodka+juice)
11pm party time @ muse (1 gin tonic, 1 beer)
10.18
3am bak home
其实昨天真的真的很不想去
但因为tong的生日
还是拖着朋友去了
一直在喝 不停的在喝
可能因为发生了很多事
觉得很累 很累 很累
still remember what tong told me
BE HAPPY.
Posted by Jill Jin on December 4th, 2009 at 10:53am — No Comments
says: 你有時候太鑽牛角尖了
jill~~ says: 不是 是有时候太主观 太自我了
says: 是 凡事沒有絕對 但你常常都要一個絕對的答案
BUT this time, i really need a absolutely clear answer, to be honest, no lie. as what i said before, i wish the directions that i take and all the choices that i make wont end up all for nothing.
im not confident? coz im really afraid to face on something, specially the staffs i cant control.
Posted by Jill Jin on December 4th, 2009 at 10:52am — No Comments
the key point is, no matter what, we seem to want to make everything a debate, and an 'other side' to an issue will be appeared automatically. its interesing that its true that we do this, and we want to be someone who disaggrees with us, so that we can debate over something, it cant be a conversation, and we might even go up the extent of making things up to prove our point. say that it's wrong, even if there is no proof and you just made it up on the spot, and when you're asked how you came to…
Posted by Jill Jin on October 19th, 2009 at 10:37am — No Comments
feel maskin is de only way of keepin it.
We put on our mask, because we are scared. We may play different roles to different ppl and may wear different mask, because we are not brave enough to stand up, so we put on a mask to get through our life. Once we take off it, we will feel unsafe. its really hard to do so for most ppl, its scary in fact.
Posted by Jill Jin on May 25th, 2009 at 5:32pm — 2 Comments

当人可以开心快活,他们凭什么耗费时间悲伤难过?
我确实是为了将来而活,因为当我吃一盒糖果时,我迫不及待品尝最后一颗糖。我甚至无法好好品尝其他几颗糖,我只想把糖全部吃完然后把盒子扔掉,好让这盒糖别再盘踞我的心头。
我宁愿现在马上吃掉,或知道我永远不会去吃它,这样我才不用一直想着它。
这就是为什么有几次我希望自己看起来非常非常衰老,这样一来,我就不用去想年老色衰这件事。
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我看起来真的很难看,而我懒得精心装扮或努力创造吸引力,因为我根本不希望有人会爱上我。事实就是这样。我贬抑自己的长处,夸大自己的短处。所以我看起来很糟糕,我穿不对的裤子与不合宜的鞋子,我和错的朋友在错的时间出现,我说错话也和错的人说话,不过有时候还会有人对我感兴趣,而我错愕惊呆,不禁怀疑:『我到底哪里做错了?』然后我回到家试着找出答案。『嗯,我一定是穿戴了什么别人觉得有吸引力的服饰。我最…
Posted by Jill Jin on May 16th, 2009 at 10:56pm — No Comments
最近在投资上感觉缺乏耐心
有点意味的追求gain
就像老板说的得失心太重 (此老板非彼老板 :P)
BUT,
as a trader, i have to think about the fund's return,
一直在思考
how to use Limited money, but gain the maximum
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P.S
之前做的research work 每个gain都比现在Hold高
也不是说现在hold的两个不好, 而且return达不到预期的效果
Posted by Jill Jin on April 20th, 2009 at 6:19pm — 3 Comments
不太像纪录片, 更像一个访谈, 也有点像给cxxx做广告的感觉,
但很写实记录了一群人/一个人,一种的生活状态, 一种心理状态
告诉你. 很多东西都需要你自己去体验!
Posted by Jill Jin on December 29th, 2008 at 3:06pm — No Comments
09:42 got 臭小熊's sms
22:26 checked the post on the forum
23:34 called yingli, got more details on it (really attractive)
01:27 finished all and passed to yingli
Thanks 臭小熊 and ur friend yingli !!!!
DB, im coming!!!
Posted by Jill Jin on September 21st, 2008 at 5:41pm — 1 Comment
Two emails from Tony's as following.
yesterday's
I might go to a VC, they will call wendy today. But my performance is there, so wendy wouldn't say much bad stuff on me. She prolly will make a big deal anyway to rest of u guys...ce na
Today's
I didn't get the position at the end
I guess wendy said my modeling skilll was not g…


taobao上卖的都是男版,哼!!!!!!!
Posted by Jill Jin on May 12th, 2008 at 3:58pm — 2 Comments
写这篇文章的契机是看到一句话,讲得深刻透彻——“每个人都有潜在的能量,只是很容易被习惯所掩盖,被时间所迷离,被惰性所消磨。”
人们为生活而奔波,往往工作繁忙,每天为琐事所累。人一旦忙起来,就会忘记一些事情。与其说是忘记不如说是懒惰吧,宁可躺在床上也不愿意坐在电脑前打字,也不愿抽取时间来整理挑选照片。当逐渐习惯了忙碌,就会把它视为理所当然,就会忘记去思考为什么如此忙碌,就会忘记去思考自己想要什么。停止思考,每天习惯性地乘车上班,习惯性地吃午饭,习惯性地下班回家,犹如生产流水线般,大家都在自己的岗位上周而复始地运转。因忙碌而麻木,潜力也被习惯所掩盖。所以,思考是必要的,总需要周期性地整理自己,免得使自己习惯于原地打转。
于是开始思考,假如给自己一个很大的命题,那结果可能是花上一整天也无法得出一个具体的结论。往往为了寻找一个遥远的目标,而在途中迷失方向,人们容易在寻找自我的过程中陷入迷茫的泥沼。停止无意义的思考,假如目标定得过高,想必很快就会有挫折感,不如定一个切实可行的方案,一步一步地朝着大方向走,这样就不会迷惘。好比深夜走在草原上,如果没有一盏明灯…
Posted by Jill Jin on March 2nd, 2008 at 9:46pm — 3 Comments
自己去能创造自己机会,自己的机会不在别人身上,而在自己手上。别人再大的事儿也是别人的,自己再小的事儿也是自己的,只有去努力去奋斗之后才会努力才会对自己满意。
Posted by Jill Jin on February 21st, 2008 at 1:38pm — 1 Comment
1.戒贪(贪吃,贪财....)
2.戒懒
3.戒'不以物喜,不以已悲'
4.戒一点点的暧昧 :P
Posted by Jill Jin on January 28th, 2008 at 4:07pm — 1 Comment
我们的人生因贪而开始...
一出世,就贪心得大口吸进第一口气...
一会走路,就贪心得多走几步....
一会认字,就贪心得读到现在....
一交,就贪心得把人娶回家..
也许这就是所谓的Never Want to Be Left Behind吧
贪乃人的本能欲望的表现
欲望决定我们贪的程度,
贪适得我们想要的更多,冲昏了头脑,最终失去更多
==> 贪=贫
Posted by Jill Jin on January 28th, 2008 at 3:26pm — 1 Comment
This is a story abt four ppls: everybody, somebody,anybody, and nobody. There was an important job to be done and everybody was sure that somebody would do that. Anybody could have done it, but nobody did it. Somebody got angry abt that, cuz it was everybody's job. Everybody thought anybody could do it, but nobody realized that everybody wouldnt do it.
It ended up that everybody blamed somebody, when nobody did what anybody have done.
Posted by Jill Jin on December 13th, 2007 at 1:15pm — 1 Comment
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